To: py.. the last massage for you... sorry that i loved you...

For all of the times that I tried for your smile 
曾经我总是试著讨你欢心 
For making you think that I was worth the while 
好让你认为我就是真命天子 
So your love love love love love would be mine 
那麼我就能赢得你的爱 

For sending you flowers and holding your hand 
送你鲜花牵你的手 
That no one was there to take a stand 
没有人阻止我们 
But then love love love made us blind 
但是爱情终究让我们盲目 

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you 
对不起我伤害了你 
Sorry that I fell through 
对不起我搞砸了 
Sorry I was falling in love with you 
对不起我爱上了你 
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time 
很抱歉它发生了 但道歉也不能让时光倒流 
For all that I have done to you 
所有我对你做的事 
I wish that I could make it right 
我希望可以补偿 
So sorry that I loved you 
对不起我曾经那样爱你 
Sorry that I needed you 
对不起我曾经那麼地需要你 
Sorry that I held you tight 
对不起我曾紧紧拥著你 

And I'm so sorry for... 
而且我还要道歉的是 
Making you love me and saying goodbye 
让你爱上我却必须说再见 
For being the one that taught you how to cry 
还有 我居然教会了你 什麼是哭泣 
It was love love love and it passed us by 
爱情真的来过 但它又悄悄溜走 

For giving you every thing that you dreamed 
很抱歉我曾给你梦想的一切 
For taking it back when I fled the scene 
却又在我逃离后全部拿走 
Sorry love, for wasting your time 
抱歉 我的爱 因为我浪费了你的青春 

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you 
对不起我伤害了你 
Sorry that I fell through 
对不起我搞砸了 
Sorry I was falling in love with you 
对不起我爱上了你 

I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time 
很抱歉恶梦成真但再多的道歉也改变不了什麼 
For all that I have done to you 
所有我对你做的事 
I wish that I could make it right 
我希望可以补偿 
So sorry that I loved you 
对不起我曾经那样爱你 
Sorry that I needed you 
对不起我曾经那麼地需要你 
Sorry that I held you tight 
对不起我曾紧紧拥著你 

An apology now after all of this time 
经过了这麼久 
Won't make any difference tonight 
一句抱歉并不能改变什麼 
But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind 
但我真心希望 这句抱歉能打开你的心房 
To love love love love in your life 
好让你在未来还能继续去爱

Bye py... bye *wherever you are*

now i have another new blog..
if you really like me.. then follow me  ^^

http://www.km-sweetheart.blogspot.com/
new life, new km ~
but still your friends ^^

MY LIFE

you walk in and out from my life...
now.. you are dissappeared from my life...

although, i will miss you when saw something mamories with you before..
although, i will crying when i miss you..

anyway... i meet a nice guy..
he very nice.. very care on me... and very sek me too..
today is my first day talk with him...
he make me happy and laugh..
i think i will have a new life after this..

by the way, me and my friends was fine again...

i very trust god.. because it take something from me, and it will give back something to me..
i also donno what happen will going on after this..

maybe i will happiness , or maybe my heartbroken agains..

wish god will never joke me in this time...
thx god

昨晚...病倒了...

半夜1点...身体不懂怎么了...
可能有点弱吧...
不知道什么在折磨着我...
真的很辛苦...

不想吵醒堂姐她们，所以自己在客厅睡..

那时候，好想打给你...
因为习惯了有你的照顾...
拿起客厅的电话，按下了你的手机号码..但是还是放弃了...
毕竟，是自己先放弃你，放弃我们的爱情...

我宁可一个人痛苦，也不想再麻烦你...

辛苦了好久...
终于在5点睡着了...

身体很糟糕...
不知道是不是因为知道没有了你，我身体里面的计时炸弹又在叮咛我然后继续倒数了呢？

我每天都会为你祈祷...
希望你没有我，也会快乐，平安的过每一天..

醉...

醉是唯一不会想起你的方法....
醉是唯一不会流泪的方法...
醉是唯一会忘记心痛的方法...

每天都在喝酒...
是因为不想哭...
就算怎么想你，也不会回头....这是我对自己的承诺...

命运从来不会同情弱者！
我并不脆弱...
我的命运由我掌握！
而不是天，不是你...
我灌醉自己，并不是害怕想起你...
是害怕再流泪，留恋...

我和眼泪承诺过，不再哭...
但是真的很难很难...
所以，只好醉...
我拥有了一切，但是我失去了你...

怎样都好...我们在今天结束了...
祝你，生日快乐...