今天收到很棒的礼物

物轻情意重，这句话真棒!
贵重的礼物虽然很诱人，但是价廉物美的礼物更显得出心意~

价钱不重要，重要的是送礼物的心意以及目的~
其实一颗糖果也比一只名牌手表更值得欣赏，更值得珍惜~

今天收到很棒礼物~

漂亮的盒子里，装着满满的心意～
每一颗糖果都是一份甜蜜的滋味~

 他知道我脚有瘀青，所以买了药膏给我擦...
我今天才说有瘀青，一回到家就见到这份礼物了...
谢谢你那么疼我~






当然，我也送了不错的礼物给他....
他很喜欢，她阿姨和妈妈也说很好看，很适合他～

当我第一眼看见这件衣服时，就觉得一定要买下来～
因为我很喜欢，我觉得很适合你！
没想到比我想象中更加适合～

这是我买了回家试衣服的时候～
好酷哦！










这是给了他过后拍给我的成果～
果然不出我所料～
帅呆了！
真的好好看！

^^果然，我的眼光还不赖！

busy today... anywhere.. happy too~

no handphone, no massage, no people annoy and no people make me angry~

he visited MELAKA now...
dun have more time to company with me..
should i wan get mad on him?
no~
i never reply his massage from last night until now~
single life is wonderful and colourful !
i'm freedom now!
like a bird can get out form the cage~

more and more happy..
more and more free~

but i also never forget my promised ...
i got take care myself and i never touching bearrr~
i got having my breakfast, lunch and dinner~
i got take bath on time~

i will never reply ur massage...
take care and hope u have a nice trip at MELAKA~
bye~

我该怎么做....

我知道我选错了路...
但是我没有后悔，因为是自己选的～
我很enjoy跟你在一起的时间～
但是结局却不是我想要的～

杨家不是我能生存的地方～
你也不是能够让我好好依靠的人～
短暂的痛必长期的伤好...

之前无论怎样下定决心要结束这段关系，到最后都和好如初～
到底为什么？
我不明白~

我该怎么做才能好好的处理这段没有结果的爱情～

我的思念...

我家很完整...
从小到大，都被人家认为是“有钱女”..
因为我妈妈驾着大大的车，我一个人睡着大大的房间和king size双人床....
我从来不缺钱，有什么需要，告诉爸爸妈妈他们都会买给我....
在我小学的时候，我多数的朋友都是因为$所以才对我好....
二年级就有自己的私人手机nokia...
四年就就换去sumsung...
六年级就有钻石项链，名牌衣服，和sony手机...
虽然这个家什么都不缺，但是我还是喜欢去我婆婆家....

婆婆家虽然很简陋，但却很窝心...
记得小时候，我常骗妈妈说有补习，所以得在婆婆家过夜～
可是啊，我和妹妹是赖在婆婆家不要回去～
呵呵，想起来，真是天真的童年～
和妹妹手牵着手到草场去玩，跟婆婆要几毛钱然后就跑去附近的印度店买糖果和冰淇淋～

和婆婆骑着脚踏车到处去，多么开心自在～
和他到处去拾铁罐，拾玻璃瓶....帮她赚少少钱～
当我生病的时候，她总是不愿睡熟，在我身边照顾我～
我想吃什么她都会做给我吃～

她知道我很喜欢音乐盒，所以送了两个给我～
一个是旋转天鹅，一个是小钢琴的～很漂亮，我很喜欢～

在我4年级那一年，公公和婆婆得到美国去～
一去就得去半年....
看着他们上飞机的那一刻，我哭了....
过后就没有得再回婆婆家...
在他们走后的一个月里～我每晚听着音乐盒落泪....

过后他们回来了，没有回去旧家住，反而和住在一起～
虽然变得有点陌生...
但是还是体会到那种窝心～
回来几年后，他们又回美国了～
直到现在....

我好想念你们，你们几时回来？

how to renew my boring life?

twinkle once .... is already 15 years ago...
is this a vision?
no... it is true!

every in the morning , wake up, washing my face, brushing my tooth, take a bath and having my breakfast ...
then go to school....
after school out, back home by bus ...
arrived home, bathing and having my lunch, after that take a rest!
rest until 6 o'clock in the night and go having my dinner with my whole family...
huhuhu... then sleep until next morning~
boring right?
yup, this is all my time table in weekdays~ and some days no yet add my time for tuition~

how about my weekend?
maybe shopping with my family or friends....
or gathering with my old friend or company my dear ~
sometimes, i will also like frantic singing in my bedroom .... annoy all the neighbour around me ! hahah!
if really no mood to do anything i will online and stunned .....

this is all my life around thins 15 years...
how can make my life more intresting and colourful ?
omg..... god... i think only you can change my boring life ~
pls give some tips pass through my dreams in this night ya ~
tq tq tq＾＾

你希望快点长大吗？

一眨眼又过一年了，又要迈进另一个岁数的思想了......
刚开学的时候总觉得时间过得好慢好慢哦，但是pmr说这么快就考完，而且大放假了！
想起以前那些愚蠢的行动，突然觉得自己很幼稚.....
是不是到了某一个年龄，思想和样子就会跟着年龄成熟子来了呢？

form1时那种男朋友当衣服换的行为觉得很正常很新鲜....（一年换8个男朋友）
但是现在想起，觉得很无聊......觉得form1是我人生里面的污点！
随着年龄的增长，连穿着打扮也跟着成熟了.....
从可爱的打扮，变成成熟或者性感.....
可是我的样子还是成熟不起来><
样子怎样看起来都像个小孩～真伤脑筋！！

连食量也增加了啦！！
真是头疼！！！haizz........
磅数怎样也减不下来！还是在43kg~烦死了！

说话也开始成熟了....
做什么事情前都会三思而后行，没有像以前那么鲁莽行事....


时间真的能够改变一个人的行为以及思想吗？
现在急着想长大，长大后又会想要回到过去吗？
生老病死，是一个人都得度过的....
你问我会害怕死吗？
我不会！因为我觉得，生命是一场游戏，有人活得精彩，有人活得烦闷....
当然，到死的那一刻，就是game over的时候了～

游戏要赢就要赢得光荣，当然....输也要输得起！

爱情是一场游戏吗？

我相信缘分，但我不相信真爱......
曾经，真爱就摆在我的面前，我却不懂得去珍惜.....
现在，什么都没有了....

每一次照着镜子，都是两个人开心的笑容。
现在只有我一个人的眼泪。
不是我不想去把握不想去珍惜，
只是，游戏已经结束了......
而我在游戏结束后，输得一败涂地！

只剩下回忆以及眼泪......

 电话不会再时常响起，也不会出现他温柔的声音。
inbox 里，也不会再有那个傻瓜甜蜜的信息......

我要加油，
拿得起要放得下！
虽然知道接下来的日子会很辛苦.....
但是我会撑下去的.....
傻瓜，你也一样~
你要加油，请你忘记曾经有我~

so tired around this time......

Have many problem appear in my life.....
my family.... my health..... my friend..... him....
what can i do ?

so tired.... but cant sleep well in all the night.....

how can help me sleep well?
eat 安眠药?
wohooo..... i dont like eat this kind of things...
cause i know is not good for human affect ~

haizz......
god.... help me please~

cant forget the hurt u get on me.....

i hear tat the time can effect us forget all the things was unhappy....
but tis useless on me...
why?

erm... maybe the hurt very profound...
when i was on line... those picture and memories will appear infront of my eyes....
so hard ...and so hurt....
the tears like the river ..... cant control the speed...

how cant i forget all the hurt you get on me?
those hurt are unforgetable and bottomless.....

anywhere, that is your real home even your real family...
but me.... just your girlfriend in your mind....
you can change new girlfriend in anytime....
although , i know you wont allow another girls subsitute for my position...
thx ya dear...
i know you will never leave me alone....
i wish that the time hance , you can company by my side in all the time...

and you will never broke your promised ....
and wont cheat me again....
thx ... for your care and love....
you really a good guy....
i think is over good~

if we really dont have that affinity for this relationship, i also hope you will find another girl was better then me .... i wanna you happy although the happy is not caused of me....
granning all the time ya ~

smile like this ~