i hate the feeling of pain..

have many problem appear in my life in the same time..
my family..
my friends..
my lover..

why..
why is me..
why i feel so hard now...

about my family,
it problem wont disappear.. because of my mom..
she is the trouble maker of my life in my family..

about my friendship,
in fact, i dont have a lot of friends in my new skul..
just only a gang of friends less then 20 ppl..
i'm a sunny's girl.. and always make my friends happy in all the time..
so, be my friends sure wont felt lonely..
but.. have a girl dislike me.. her answer is ... she jeolus on me..
becuz i pretty then her? no! she is pretty then e a lot..
in fact is because she felt that i take all of her friends... broke the friendship between she and her friends..
i'm feel so sorry about your negative thinking..
i really dun have that thinking wanna fight with you..
i'm a new students in this skul, i also need friends to cmpany me..
i also scare lonely.. i scare all by myself..

for my love..
i had nothing to say..
if you are my friends.. you must know my story about me and him..
should you give me a conclution ?

but anyway.. i will never fall down..
i hate the feeling of pain trough love!
becuz it will pain in the deep of my heart for a long time.......
maybe 1 years.. maybe 10 years... of maybe forever...
the pain of love is unforgetable for me in this whole life~